She Is A Nice

I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.”

I am going to write about my best little friend called Aisha ( Majramti) , I was Siting down and thinking of her how she is Kind and Nice with me , she is so cute lovely girl I love the way when she speaks , she is about 14 years old but when you talk with her you will feel that you are talking to a women not a Teenager girl , I never thought that we will be a best friend , she as well never thought that .. All night we are staying together and keep talking until morning when I miss the person who I love, I found her next to me. we have same crazy things , the best thing about us we are saying Openness thing and never try to lie to each other maybe we hide things but we don't lie to each other. she Loves Harry potter too much but I think she is crazy about it , We made group called Criminals ( Majreameen ) that's group Consists of 3 people me and her one of them , those criminals are doing funny crazy things and stay up all the night like vampires who if any1 from our family stay up with Us that person can be one of us , she has a big heart can feel that she Loves me like I do, the funny thing we have a secret words with us no1 can understand it ..her Personality is wowo I can say we things which are same , I told her If i want to back to there I Will just back to see her and have nice time together like what we do when there is countries between us One day we will meet. I don't know where she is today I haven't see her On even this night I hope she is will be good where ever she is and have what ever she wants.I love my world with her , we have a crazy world , she is a part of this world . In My World there is Aisha , she is all mY lIfe , she is the person who makes me Happy .. I love her so Much.

I try to write how much I love her but I couldn't cuz my words aren't enough for that.. Aisha I try to do my best to show you how are spacial for me and all of you.

If you want sOmething badly let it GO, If itz comes back to u then itz going yours 4ever but If it doesnt then itz never GoING to be yourz

just talking to myself about how much I miss you , um looking at my places are empty without you everything is ugly like me. I cant forget you at all every Min's you are in mind I am breathing your air , I love your world I love thinking of you , I love Missing you , you are in my Mind and soul, I miss that person who cared about me when I try to think of other person I cant Imagine that thinking of other person cuz you are so special and wonderful , look at your self how nice you are how your words are cute your smile I love it ,,,, I need you NOW like nothing can be without you , before you said to me when you feel lost just close your eyes and take deep breath then say my name you Will find me next to you , last call was more then nice I was crying like a child between your hands . you were so kind with me. oh I cant tell how much I love you.even when I was sad from you , you made me happy and forget everything , we used to say that No one can understand our Relationship cuz we are happy . I love your fault . I love when you are try to hide something and try to lie but you couldn't that's can tell me how much you are honest. I am looking to the Perfume which you gave it to me. I am happy with you I want live all my life with thinking and loving you cuz I am On that even if I know that I am out of your Life but I feel happy cuz the feeling in my heart is true feeling, I Will pray for god to save you and give you all what you want enough for me that you are happy and alive in this world.

Disappear .....

Here I am , standing in the night by darkeness , asking myself where did you go ,You always seem to disappear. You've left me again,Alone with all my fear, I dont know if I should call you mine Or Um yours , You are fading,Away from me.I need you here,To set me free. you said to dont cry even for me But now you're gone. I need you back,It's been too long. you Just been here then Disappear , i try to hold back tears everynight but I cant.I watch you now as you disappear , you are leaving back nothing but a invisible face with some words , i put on a smile to just let myself know that you were here then disappear. watch me now, cry invisible tears Like you when you disappear . watch me watch me! i'm gonna disappear with you .

In this moment I need you but you are disappear , I want to smell and touch you but you are disappear, that you chose to resisti see a smile smirk arcoss your face as you watched me disappear into spacei faked a smile. i held back tears i cut open my vein. and you let me disappear for ever thats going to be better than Live in the world with hurt and pain from you .

I will Love you to end of my life even if you are disappear . I will wait for that day when you be here and not Dissapear..